I for Idiot

I’m happy... I’m satisfied… I’m safe inside this vacuum… My rainbow bubble that hasn’t gone blip.. Yet!!

And a smirk and a bleh to you if you feel jealous!!

It is like walking into the street with your shades on and headphones plugged well in!
You can ogle incredulously at what people are doing (Reading...no... positively gawking at the Calcutta Times chicks with his 40 years old colleague on the last seat of an s9…wtf dude??…err…wtf uncle?, telling your date that you are 10 minutes away from Hiland Park when you haven’t crossed Science City yet… we can hear you!!cudnt you like at least lie in a lower tone??, wearing 3 fuck-bands…girl do you even know what they mean???)… And no one catches you staring … At least they can never be sure…

You can curse everybody in your mind.... And they can’t read it in your crinkled gaze…
You can have a crush on this random guy and flutter your eyelashes rapidly... Involuntarily... And not make it apparent …

What’s better... They can stare… They can hate… They can love… But they can never get to have you know!!

Your information being your choice!!

And I have pigs flying outside of my window!!

Utopia.

The pigs too. Then there would be KFP…And their hot wings would be HUGE!!

And yes! I’m positively psyched up right now….

Did you really need me to tell you that? No!!!

Cos I’m remembering those brightly illustrated ‘Once there was a Hedgehog’ books that mum used to get me from Vostok on days when I’d finished one whole chapter of K.C.Nag by myself! *shivers* Life revolved around Raduga Publishers.Moscow… I’m in love with Russian literature I had decided….

What was I thinking???????

Russian literature is so much more about War and Peace...

No wait… That one was easy…

It’s more about Anna Karenina… And Resurrection…!!

And the idea that there are people who have finished and understood them respectively…

Hell!! It’s about the people who had the gumption to write these books!!!

And did a day really have24 hours back then? Are you sure?

And presently... It’s about The Idiot…

Ages ago Facebook had told me that it was this book that describes my life in one of those quizzes that you take when you are fresh into it… And I had not published the result because of the very predictable comments it demanded…

Im a complex person.

Had I known back then... Id have been pleased with myself… Very pleased after all!!

*faints*